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Right now im in the office, normally dapat walang oras sa pag gawa nang blog pero I have free time. Hindi loaded sa gawain kaya naisingit ko to.
What’s that all about?
Me and my officemate listening some spoken words, almost 5 or more videos to watch and hear and mesmerize by the speaker. But suddenly, napaisip ako. I want those spoken words na matatamaan ako, i mean somewhat i can relate to. And there it goes, I try to search “Bitaw na” (keyword lang if ever), and that’s it. I saw this video entitled “Kaya pa o Tama na” by Wen Sajol. The title itself hits me. So i played it, but habang pinapakinggan ko siya parang may kulang. I don’t know what pero unti lang yung mga bagay na parehas kami so I decided to look for another one, at sakto another video entitle “Kinaya ko Pero” by Wen Sajol also. This one really got me.
The video is about a girl who questioning herself kung kaya pa ba niya o hindi na. Sinabi niya na “Maghihintay siya”, pero habang tumatagaal nahihirapan na siya. And at the end, she give up. No, not the right term though na she give up. She just limit herself to stop. Na kahit iba yung sinasabi nang puso at isip niya, TAMA NA.
And by playing the video, it makes me think sa mga magiging desisyon ko at mahirap. I dont know pero Im scared for the reason that I will gonna leave him, or it just me scared being alone again.
Maybe its God’s will, no matter what.